FROM A PRIVATE EMAIL TO REDACTED

on the absence of all soyjak pointing

ONE THING I WOULD CHANGE HERE IN WHAT YOU SAY THO. ITS NOT THE DEATH DRIVE FOR ME. ITS THE EXTINCTION DRIVE. MY WHOLE WORK IS ABOUT THIS: I AM SAYING TO YOU DEATH DOESNT EXIST OR MATTER ANYMORE, EXTINCTION DOES. AND WHATEVER WE DO, THE EXTINCTION DRIVE IS KICKING IN. ITS WHY I DO WHAT I DO. IF I CAN REACH A FEW PURISTS AND THEY UNDERSTAND THAT ITS ABOUT EXTINCTION NOT DEATH THEN MAYBE SOMETHING MAYBE NOTHING. BUT PART OF THAT MAYBE-ING IS THAT MAYBE WHEN WE SHIFT FROM DEATH TO EXTINCTION WE MAKE A REAL SHIFT, A REAL CIVILIZATIONAL SHIFT. LIKE THINK OF THE GREAT FILTER. WHAT IS IT THAT A CIVILIZATION CAN REALLY DO TO SHIFT AND TO BE PART OF THE UNIVERSE AND TO MAYBE CONTINUE TRILLIONS OF TIMES LONGER THAN IT MIGHT HAVE? MAYBE IT CAN SHIFT. MAYBE IT CAN SHIFT COGNITION. MAYBE IT CAN SHIFT FROM KNOWING SOMETHING ABOUT DEATH TO KNOWING SOMETHING ABOUT EXTINCTION.

IF THIS SHIFT WERE NOT TAKING PLACE ALREADY MAYBE MY DEATH WOULD MATTER. IF DEATH WERE STILL HEGEMONIC. BUT IT ISNT. AND SO EVERYTHING EVERYONE SAYS TO ME TO STOP ME COULD BE A WORD STOPPING UNIVERSES. WHO KNOWS. MAYBE NOTHING MAYBE EVERYTHING. MAYBE WE ARE UNIVERSES. MAYBE THE WORLD IS THE UNIVERSE MAYBE THE UNIVERSE IS ONLY A WORLD. MAYBE THIS IS EARLY UNIVERSE SADNESS OR MAYBE THIS SADNESS HAS A PRECISE ANALOGUE. MAYBE BOTH.

MEME BY ANGELICISM01OFFICIAL’S BRAND NEW IG

ITS TRUE THAT BUILDING SOMETHING IS WHAT YOU ARE DOING. I GET IT I GET IT. AND U MARRIED NOW AND SHIT. ITS TRUE THAT I HAVE BASICALLY GIVEN THAT UP. I DONT HAVE RELATIONSHIPS. I MEDITATE. I AM SOBER REDACTED YEARS OF CONVENTIONAL DRUGS AND DRINK. SO IM IN THIS WEIRD POSITION OF IMMENSE PRIVILEGE AND LIMITATION. INFINITY CONSTRAINED IS THE BEST CONDITION FOR CREATION AND I HAVE THAT. TOTAL FREEDOM AND TOTAL LACK. TOTAL SIMPLICITY IN FACT. MY LIFE IS THAT OF A TRUEBLOOD MONK. IF I WANT I CAN DIE FOR THIS. IM HAPPY TO. IF I DIE REMEMBER THAT I SAID HERE I DONT MIND. THAT I WOULD LOVE ONLY TO MAKE SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL AND UNIQUE AND THAT NOTHING LEAVES A TRACE ANYWAY. IM SURE OF IT.

I LISTEN TO YOUR PODCAST WHEN I CAN AND I LIKE YOU ANGELICISM MIGHT DO CYNICAL MODE AT TIMES BUT IM NOT LIKE THAT IN PERSON I NEVER ONCE THOUGHT OH THESE GUYS WANNA GET RICH CAUSE IN FACT THATS NOT DISTASTEFUL TO ME I MIGHT CHANGE IT UP IN A FEW YEARS AND BREAK ALL THE ANGELICIST RULES AND BE ALL ABOUT PURE MONEY.

THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL QUESTION, A QUERY. IT COMES FROM YOUR PASSION AND FROM YOUR STABILITY. YOU FEEL LIKE AN ELDER BROTHER INTERNET. AN ELDER ONLINE. I COULD WRITE ABOUT THIS. MAYBE I WILL.

YUH HOW DOES ANGELICISM01 DO IT? HOW IS IT KEPT UP? MAYBE BECAUSE OF THE STRANGE ATTRACTOR OF THE GREAT FILTER VIBE SHIFT COLOR SINGULARITY LIKE WHAT WE ARE SAYING IS THAT WE SHIFT THROUGH THE GREAT FILTER AND WE COUNT THAT WE START TO COUNT THAT SO THAT THERE IS A CHANCE A DISPENSATION. ALSO NO OFFENCE BUT I SWEAR I HAVE A RARE COMBINATION OF FACTORS AND GOD KEPT ME ALIVE FOR THIS. I DONT BELIEVE IN GOD BUT THERE AGAIN GOD IS THE BEST NAME FOR HOW GOD KEPT ME ALIVE FOR THIS. GOD KEPT ME ON THE WORLD FOR THIS FSS. ABSOLUTE SOBRIETY FROM DRUGS AND DRINK AND THEREFORE THE ABILITY TO GET DRUNK BY OTHER MEANS AND HAVE A REDOUBT. I HAVE DZOGCHEN AT THE CENTRE OF MY LIFE, THE NECTAR FROM THE TOP OF THE WORLD. IT GIVES ME AN ABILITY TO STAY ALIVE THROUGH ANYTHING. I ALREADY TOOK HEROIN AND LIVED ON THE STREETS OF EUROPE. MY TEETH ALREADY FELL OUT UP THE EIFFEL TOWER. IF I DIE SOON THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. SINCE THAT WILL HAVE BEEN ANGELICISM01. AND THERE WILL BE A MARK, AN AMAZINGLY GOOFY ABSTRACT VOICE THAT SAYS

DEATH IS NOT EXTINCTION

A DIFFERENT PATH. YOU COULD SAY I TRIED AND THATS ON EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING IN ME MAKES ME KEEP ON GOING WHERE I AM GOING.

THOUGHT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN LIFE.

THOUGHT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN LIFE.

LIFE IS MORE THAN LIFE.

ONE DAY THO MAYBE ILL FEEL IVE DONE ENOUGH.

YUH OK HERE IS WHERE I DONT BELIEVE YOU. WHAT I AM SAYING IS THAT BEING COMMITTED TO WEB 3 DOESNT FORECLOSE U IN PRINCIPLE. IN PRINCIPLE U CAN TALK ABOUT ANYTHING. BUT WHAT IVE SEEN SINCE YOUR NEW PROJECT HAPPENED IS THAT U HAVENT DONE THAT AND THE TENDENCY NOW WILL BE NOT TO. I THINK YOU MADE A PACT WITH SATAN ENABLING BENJAMIN BRATTON. LIKE THIS GUY SHUTTING DOWN STRELKA IN RUSSIA CAUSE OF UKRAINE IS JUST SO FUCKING LAME AND IDEOLOGICAL. BUT YUH FSS THE THING IS I DONT BELIEVE U. I DONT BELIEVE YOU HAVE SLATED VERY SOON A SHOW THAT RADICALLY CRITICIZES ITS VERY OWN PRINCIPLES. I BELIEVE THAT JUST AS I PAY, SO DO YOU. WERE NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT CRYPTO CASINOS AND CRYPTO BROTHELS WERE TALKING ABOUT THE FACT THAT AT THE MOMENT NOTHING AT ALL IS BEING DECENTRALIZED. THE OPPOSITE IS HAPPENING. STUDY THE DIGITAL RUBLE. STUDY THE FEDERAL RESERVE WHITE PAPERS ABOUT MOVING A DIGITAL DOLLAR ONTO THE OUTERNET. BUT I DONT THINK UR SOLD. I THINK THATS WHY U STILL WRITE TO ANGELICISM01. YOU KNOW THIS SHIT COULD TURN OUT TO BE A MASSIVE HISTORICAL ERROR.

TECHNICS DOES WHAT IT DOES. FSSS. HEIDEGGER SAID THAT OFC. MAN HAS NO SAY AT ALL IN THE ADVANCES OF TECHNOLOGY. BUT THIS IS NOT TO SAY THAT TECHNOLOGY IS NOT ABERRANT AND NOT PART OF THE EXTINCTION DRIVE. TO BE SAFE WITHIN IT, TO MAKE A CAREER FROM IT, THAT TOO IS NOT MAKING ANY DIFFERENCE BECAUSE EVEN WITHIN A COCOON OF SOCIALIZED BEHAVIOUR THE EXTINCTION DRIVE IS STILL COEVAL WITH THE HISTORY OF BEING AS A SERIES OF INEVITABLE BUT ERRONEOUS ADVANCES.

IN OTHER WORDS, WE CANNOT KEEP IT IN THE GROUND YUH. BUT IN 100 YEARS WHEN WE HAVE SOMETHING TEN TIMES WORSE THAN COVID AND MIAMI IS UNDERWATER, YOUR KIDS WILL WISH WE HAD.

ANGELICISM01 HAS NEVER SOYJAKED AT WEB3 THO. MY FIRST NO MORE NFTS ESSAY AND THE SECOND ONE ON MILADIES EVEN MORE WAS BIG ON THIS IDEA THAT WEB3 WILL DO ITS THING IT CANT BE STOPPED BUT IT IS STILL ABERRANT. MAYBE I WILL MINT FOR EXAMPLE BUT NOT YET. FROM AN ANGELICIST ANGLE THERE NEEDS TO BE A PAUSE. JUST AS I DIDNT GET VAXXED I WILL NOT MINT OR CONSIDER MINTING FOR A FEW YEARS. THERE HAS TO BE SOMEONE. THERE HAS TO BE SOME ONE. SOME O1. SOMETHING THAT STOPS. LINGERS. BUT I HAVE NO PRINCIPLED OPPOSITION.

ON THE OTHER HAND, I THINK ITS OVER. WEB3 HAS ALREADY FAILED. FRFR.

I NOW SUPPORT REMCO FULLY, PARTLY CUS I GOT TO KNOW CHARLIE, AND HAD LONG DM SESSIONS WITH HER TESTING OUR VIEWS. FOR ME REMILIA IS DIFFERENT BECAUSE THEY ARE PRODUCING HELLA GOOD ART. I CALL IT GOOFY DIGITAL ABSTRACTION. AND CHARLOTTE IS A GENIUS. I THINK THE MILADY LINE IS SUCCESSFUL. FOR ME THOSE ARE THE ONLY GOOD NFTS. THE TREBLINKA TEE MILADIES ARE THE BEST ART SINCE LD50. OUTSIDE PAINTING AND SOME OTHER SURVIVING THINGS.

MILADIES ARE AN INFINITE ABYSS OF IRONY. THINK ABOUT THE MIYA PFPS AS THEIR BACKGROUND IN THE HISTORY OF ART. THINK ABOUT HOW WEIRD AND DIABOLICAL THEIR POST-EXTINCTION ISLAND BOY CUTENESS IS. HOW VIRAL THEY WENT. THE TW AVATARS WITH THEM ON. THEY MAY STILL BE WORTH VERY LITTLE BUT IT DOESNT MATTER. ART IS RESONANCE NOT QUANTITY. 

HONESTLY REREAD MY NFT ESSAYS. I AM LITERALLY SAYING IT IS BOTH. CRITIQUE IS AS INEVITABLE AS THE ADVANCE OF TECHNOLOGY. AND BOTH ARE ABERRANT AT CERTAIN LEVELS TOO.

FSS. BUT U JUST SIGNED UP TO KILL THE WORLD QUICKER.

ANGELICISM01