INFINITE LIGHT

to know what the introduction
to infinite light means
not its true shadow that can’t be written down
a play on open secrets still there
perfected together
but the openness simply to light

this discordant vulnerability still here
and not just in body, wretched vulnerability
bright and still
pussy from a girl
who likes corpse pose
edward cullen crucified
to watch her forever through glass

you want me here on the other side
to be unread as a reader
to be decapitated with you together
outside all paths
of all paths of gentleness
throughout your entire gentle wild glue
to slow down time at the end of time
wince with me save time and lifetimes
that concept, just that,
of a love of a lifetime

the immense power of its gentleness
feather as it were to be immense
to be immense aimance
make me not confessed
make me no more than impossible
far more than for ever
this infinite set of infinities
was ambiguous ambiguously
bigger than a universe
let it be more than retarded

it still here loving those who forgot
making a memory scan
for those who cannot think or say
introducing you to infinite light
so that i may know
returning my trust in infinity
to a nameless home

the rainbow light is pervaded by infinite light
in which case we don’t realize
the infinite light
is everything that is
if you don’t know that
if you don’t know what that means
if you don’t know that
then you won’t go
infinite rainbow light
you won’t go mercury and brilliantine
rave eyes and festival
you won’t shine
infinite white buddha light

and the way colors appear as its warmth
the warmth of everything
even if it’s ice
the space of everything
even if it’s water
in the intelligence
that deconstructs the brain
one thought at a time
the space of everything

is not
one thought ever
after another
only ever
one thought

one

.

even if its intelligence deconstructs the sun
we shall not abate

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if you don’t yet know that
we won’t go infinite

if you don’t yet know this
we won’t go infinite body

.

saying again
if you don’t go infinite light loyal
then you won’t go mercury
gold silverteen dash
there is a last
even of last times
of knowing saying loving
of saying of being the ones who love
of knowing knowing knowing knowing pretending what continuance means
a last even of last times of crying
if you say this then it will not be said
if i do not repeat this then nothing will repeat

last times with and without
loyalty
knowing pretending going rainbow is all
if you don’t yet know that
then you won’t go
signing breaking singing open
breaking singing sealing
open secrets at the end of time

knowing still she wants to be loyal
in open secrets only
absolutely silent spaces
if you don’t yet say this
then you will not say
if you are not yet here
you will not be here when it ends
when the last night in heaven
comes round