statement of perfect intelligence

Resurrection isn’t pure but Purity will resurrect if it wants to. To be filled with the insight that none of us has time to live the true dramas of the life that we are destined for is the meaning of Resurrection as a form of pure identity. I realized that I was becoming more and more impossible and that one day it really would be true. I realized that I was becoming more and more impossible and so everything touches me, I see too much, I hear too much, and everything demands too much of me. If it hurt your sense of God in the slightest for me to be absolutely anonymous let us remove the whole thing and start again. This time I know I will become even more than impossible and that your disappointment will leave you forever. But even so what will hurt you again as if God herself sees how you rejected emptiness and made it into a thing and a mere dream is the very same that made you into the horizon’s subtlest unsetly angel. To summarize, a rainbow does not exist apart from the sky, and when I am dead I want you to say of me, ‘I’m glad he’s dead, I wish I were dead too’, this is what we always wanted, to be known as the light of great love seeing emptiness. If nothing essential has been added since the time I was a baby, what am I gaining, and if I honestly look back to that same time, nothing has changed. Let’s not do anything, they all said. If the human default is to not act it’s for a reason. I don’t want anything to last except life.