NEW YORK POEM
I
underneath her eyes
when they thought there was nobody there
no need of even the earth
to blackout to exist
i kissed his tears but felt nothing back
with new york destroyed in heat
and there was noone alive
to love
II
no music can tranquilise us
no mood can make us ok
no poet can move us
no planet can bring us back
no tranquiliser dart can turn us off before we go
the picture of god remains
absent world can’t end wrong
idea since either fact world isn’t
means ended or even given world
or no world idea of end remains
world / ended / or / given / remains / isn’t
/ or / world / even / means / either / world /
end / as / world / end / no / idea / without
III
inside nothing but madness
my heart full of anger
and my brain full of love
YOU WANT TO SAY THE INTERNET IS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN
you want to say the internet is more beautiful than the world
but dare not, a smashed book
saying let this one word be one. i have been unable to stop
since the game changed, the via regia, the way
the wonder bullets of my eureka vision overshot the Blumeshof—
the shootout at the icon dynasty
the way the difference of death from extinction shakes down
the way the difference from extinction shakes down death
desire thrown up means a lion in the abyss
THE KISS
What has been said of the kiss
Does not suffice, I claim.
The Over-Life is
My life, my light, my aim.
Intelligence is my final end, its kiss;
Does it from me evolve,
Then kiss kissing the kiss
Grows out of me too,
While I in them dissolve.
TRYING TO CONVINCE THIS PERFECT TEEN CLONE TO KILL ME
Others who did nothing
above bonsai mansions
when the miracle stars proliferated
and shot in gales
A fact checker carefully placed
the stone at the head
of the quirked up
human
shawtie,
and
What zooms here
they can’t establish doubling down
vanilla root knocked off
roses that language a hoax.
When the plywood diet becomes unbearable
is it who I am?
Someday lost in the snow
letting them die out
I dreamt I wept in a face.
Say something. I’m giving up on you.
Stop the internet, I still love you.
Endless planets in condensed
form but the stars go on
shunning,
as the rules of the game
are weakness, impotence
and blinded eternities.
uninterested