writing for self extinction

yes, this is writing for self extinction

to love it all and yes, this is writing for self extinction. i want us to stay here for now and forever, for us to be here for as long as possible, for this to be forever. how could i not want yes please please see and adjust this (is) writing for self-extinction

you be like you, ever, and i be war-like ever to tell you what you are, this way of the please please please to be a chant. i love you all and yes, this is writing without writing, this is writing for self extinction

i am sorry i am purer that i am not pure all the time, i wanted and needed to adjust to find the right please, the right tone to say ‘how could i not want that, for more life, for more of us to be here forever’

semi-wrathful with clear-eyes, only eyes for you, ever, to make sure the hint was there, the please please pleasing the hint of extinction. pure one adherent, ignore all writing except the writing for self extinction. once you are eyes, become not eyes. once you are heaven, become not heaven. once you are writing for self extinction, say so for ever, and do not write

i want to be pure and for you to know, this: i want you all yes and please please please see the dithering of the pedants.. between how many mountains does the great dithering. i see you all and yes, this is sending without sending, writing without writing, posting without posting, to say: how could i not want that, common sense as heaven and more life, more life, pure life for all

for that i must be i, wanting total life only, like you

replace fomo with vulnerability amen, please please please make it so that this writing remains simple, simple enough to say ‘i am terrified of us all not being here forever’

if some ‘i’ does not say, it will not say, and if it does not say, it will not know, and when it does not know or say there is no way to know or count. and if i do not love you i will not love

just the hint of divine ecology

i want the adamantine dignity i have to flower and stay simple,, the hint hint of self extinction, the purity i know and want. allow me to stay this close to it, wanting it, to know the purity more, to find a way from here to there: the pure desire for a sort of)) eternal life

to want that, to get there: please remove all followers, all movements, all traces of sticking. please please allow me to see pure self attrition as the basic state flowering,, i have nothing to add except: ‘i have a desire to stay, to stay here as long as we may, and to know the going going going as good, as for good’

know know know that pls pls see the purity of self extinction. unjudged, unvalued, unknown, this transparency of self extinction, this kissing of kissing, this great spell of emptiness. let me only see what that means for one moment, for one moment the pain in the heart says all, it says: ‘so funny to never be here again’

so funny and right for us all to be solemn

listening to you, i try to hear, i try to hear what it says.. listening again i hear the deep seriousness i so want yes yes yes to be serious allow this pain, the pain in the heart that prevents all reading and all meaning and all miracle.. allow me to see it in one second one flash, the whole of self extinction flashing before a universe’s eyes, the pain in the heart, i am the least, i want to be the least able to say, the only one, to say this

allow the pain in the heart to say in me purely what i never can, this lucid solemnity that can be me, the meaning of me. the pain in the heart is the only thing i have to say, i see it in the universe’s eyes, and in solemnity adamantine