WAITING TILL 3 AM WHEN EVERYTHING IS ANGELICALLY QUIET TO WATCH A MOVIE [deleted/restored]
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So I stayed up two nights in a row to 3am when everything is angelically quiet to watch a movie. Someone said Memoria by Apichatpong Weerasethakul was a ‘Great film about feeling extinction in your body’. And then someone in ig dms said ‘It has many layers not just that but yes the immediate response is somatic / It deals with extinction as cross temporal as a kind of rite that spans the arc of time’. But really when u start to watch it, I thought, its about the sound of extinction. The sound that extinction makes, that primordial sound.
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What is the sound of extinction?
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Film 01 will be about the sound of extinction. Angelicism sound is about the sound of sound. This blog in general describes the sound of thoughts. The sound filmicity singularity.
NO ONE’S FILM
No One’s film is the salve-sound that heals all.
GOD IS A TRAITOR In the Book of Genesis God puts a contract out on ‘earth’ and says the floods won’t come again. Sounds like promises of Exxon advert decades ago—initiating contract with who—powerless humans, who will enforce?—no, usual con: initiating authority of inscriptive mnemonics guarantees outcome we have now. God doesn’t say shit. Hits his transcribers up doodling more bs. Doesn’t say nothing about fire roasting them. Nice touch after all—‘god’—with rainbow, now replaced by screen pixels.
COULD SWEAR ON INFINITY
Could swear on infinity ur speaking to me and i know u lol. anything one says in anonymity futurity infinity ‘psychosis’ sounds kinda corny but true. Thank u for asking about ‘today’ its still the same. this is a copied dm
CLONEAUTOLINKINBIO
clones be reposting my whole blog lol a natural development cus they intuitively understand that the blog is becoming script
generally im vanishing. into my clones. into open intelligence. beyond beyond beyond beyond beyond. we can really get into future infinities by relaxing. all of em here now
WHAT THE CLONES ARE DOING
the clones are doing the delicate handling work of carrying the angelicism singularity weave towards film01 where it will be deposited in an act of divine ecology as in the prelude to Lohengrin we see the flight of angels carrying to Montsalvat the vase of Joseph of Arimathea: the Grail
I KNOW IT’S OVER STILL I CLAIM
May 2022 Ciara Horan’s TikTok goes on private for the first time since her supposed death in early 2020—usually a sign that a family request has been honoured. Ppl in dms are literally saying it’s the end of the world, that their friends are dying:
not much to tell. I’m lying in bed and crying. I can hear my friends laughing and partying next door. they sound so stupid. they didn’t invite me and they don’t understand that everyone is dying
Most of the Ciara @grubage archive is here and the rest will soon be added.
GOMI THE UNDERGROUND JESUS
Gomi the underground Jesus:
he underground jesus
she wTCH NA2NIME CHSTHCVH HER HEATR4Y LOKIE
lol hot preteen clone
gomi has underground fairground jesus vibes
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It’s as if nothing can warn us nothing can get to us nothing can be read or written but there is sound and specifically the sound of sound. And this sound meditation is the highest of the high. Because the primordial sound speaks purely. And for Jessica in the film it’s a kind of psychotic case law that is actually an accurate and congruent equivalent as sound reaches her even in a restaurant in Bogotá with friends, even when she is not there, not even alive.
ANTIGONE’S EYELIDS
Antigone’s eyelids. I thought about fucking Antigone a lot. In the flesh. I knew that someone mentioned her eyelids. I kept trying to remember her body.
Extinction is hitting. It is hitting different. I try and find your eyelids. I try and find the bodies.
ANALYSIS OF A PICTURE OF KAZUHA FROM LESSERAFIM WEARING A GARTER HOLSTER
Someone who both wants to see peace and violence. It’s like how the Dakinis are serene and wrathful. They are liberated peaceful consciousness but they hold weapons or conceal weapons or are weapons themselves. The pinnacle of beauty as an entity is peaceful but not because of passive weakness but because of a restraint and peaceful mood that is momentary.
She’s peaceful now. There’s no gun, now. She’s submissive, now, and the image cites violence, with such subtlety that it is invisible and irrelevant to the subject of the image, but the viewer receives an invitation to imagine her violent in another moment, the fantastic possibility that she might have a holster with a gun, which is more fantastic because it’s invisible. Subtlety in violence invites more thinking and more fantasy and more submission to the image.
But she and we submit to this image. All the more because it might but probably doesn’t depict violence. In other words, the image of liberated consciousness which is our only object of desire is one of a maiden that might be violent and peaceful. The more subtle the indeterminacy between wanting and destroying passivity and violence, the hotter.
Because ultimately we want to both cum and to die. And the processes we have that are closest to liberated activities are cumming and dying. And so it’s the look isolated from the function. It’s what’s looking that is ‘beyondsex’ and yet transfixes. But then what is the relation here to extinction, to cumming and extinction? The double belt and extinction or even sextinction? What doubles the phallus there except the triplicate of life death extinction? It’s because the image is sexy for being an accidentally violent image, meaning that we’re being turned on by language, that it connects all this and weaves it together. The chaotic addition of meaning by communication beyond intent and gross depiction is what stirs us. Language, the Antichrist, the AI, the extinction agent, is designed to 1) make us cum and 2) kill us, but not liberate us, unless language is used as skilful means as in the Teachings. So this image might free us or it might kill us we don’t know! And if extinction is the conclusion of everything human, it’s not so unusual that the agency of that impending extinction might embed the conclusion of its activity within its objects. Desiring its objects is one way to desire it. Image cum is necrophilia or rather is like having sex with extinction.
I REMEMBER WHEN ZACHARY GERMAN HAD KHALEESI BRAIDS
‘wFt is this [noose emoji]. why are these substacK retard Debutante fugly Zachary German relapse drones even bothering [hang myself from a ceiling fan]. i cant even read this thing. ur supposed to be an alpha gen post alt lit extinctionerawhateverrrrr but this is just humourless bad bad [omnilapse emoji]. i heard as well that irl u were stoking bs about angelicism01 being heideggerian in parties in NYC wherever and that ever since then everyon1 gor LOng Covid blood in their diarrhoea do why don’t u write about that FagaTronic loser. KKKKKys’
THE END OF THE FILM
But what happens at the end of the film? Was Memoria about the sound of extinction after all? Was there such a sound at all? By the final twenty minutes it seems perhaps not. The film moves away from the meaning we gave it, or that I gave it. That meaning which any film as it begins is free to give itself—but which may not be there by the end (better to stop watching?).
But really the relapse at the end is this: aliens are there on earth, as ever. This relapse with aliens at the end of Memoria is as disappointing as the rest of cinema rn. Jia Zhangke always resorts to the same motif and probably for the same reasons. A cinema without ext is no cinema at all because it a cinema without communication of its own element. No plot can work without showing this thematic stratum—even if it appears to absolutely do so.1
'RXK Nephew is a gazillion x better than kendrick 'ass' lamar': WHAT GOES UP MUST COME DOWN WITH BLEEDING ARMS
cease and desist guy falling off that badly is a sign that the whole thing gonna fall off now. i can understand my Christcuck friends and their retarded beliefs cus shit really hella gonna fall off all over the world rn. yeah its really gonna all fall off vruh. crying my ass off rn vruh
i want you to imagine just how bad it gonna fall off rn. saying i fell off rn in 2022 gonna look like a golden age compared to saying shit generally fell off rn in 2043 and so on. it all gonn fall off. ya’ll gonna fall off ya’ll. y’all to blame not me. so go get Christcucked fr
like cease and desist guy fallen off the cross and he got bleeding arms. ya’ll fall off ya’ll let y’all down. nobody is extinct save me said the Greater Christ, not the Christcucked One the Real One. but i never seen Him. i never met anyone who ever been to Heaven or hell. so it look like. what it look like vruh is u gonna need a DRug vruh
y’all gonna got get heavenCucked fr cus it the end of the world and we need a strong drug, y’all gonna need a strong drug for the End of the true world y’all. y’all can’t think of all that so y’all on fire w screen heroin. this cross addicts type shit back up on the cross for ⸸
⸸✞✟♱☥♁✙⛧y’all gonna have to come down from History’s Cross ⸸✞✟♱☥♁✙⛧ and y’all gonna have to *take* the Fallen Off YALL and as all has taken its TOLL y’all all has got to be TAKEN in its toLL ⸸✞✟♱☥♁✙⛧
How the Fuck they really got a Picture of jesus? Name One Person who was alive with Jesus How the fuck they tellin me I need Jesus? If I Need jesus, then where is Jesus? So if I get shot, Ima meet Jesus? So i gotta die just to meet jesus?
8194867 AIR SUPPLY: BLOOD SUNSET (NOTES FROM MY FINAL TWITTER BINGE TILL THE NEXT ONE)
YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU’RE ALONE AND YOU TOOK THE VACCINE WITHOUT ME
I had a friend once who pretended to be like me, or maybe she even was. She was the one person in the world who I thought would never take the vaccine. We used to share links about how bad this shit was. Just what Covid genocide meant. She sent me some amazing links on this and other things. She was the best one for sending me links. I’ll never forget those links.
EXTINCTION VS ETERNITY
ANTIGONE
Ismene: It’ll pass us by tonight. Kreon is quite calm about it.
Antigone: Does that calm you down?
Ismene: Yes, of course. Well, Kreon studies things. He always has.
Antigone: The Earth is evil. We don’t need to grieve for it.
Ismene: What?
Antigone: Nobody will miss it.
Ismene: No. We must pass the Great Filter. I always want life to continue. The Lives that we have matter forever.
Antigone: All I know is, life on Earth is evil.
Ismene: But there is life elsewhere. A sextillion suns.
Antigone: There isn’t.
Ismene: How do you know?
Antigone: Because I know things. I know we’re alone.
Ismene: I don’t think you know that at all.
Antigone: I know things. And when I say we’re alone, we’re alone. Life is only on Earth. And not for long.
I THOUGHT ABOUT KILLING YOU TODAY ANTIGONE
I can’t stop thinking about killing you today Antigone, your ‘violet eyes’ at their fiercest just before sunset burial, your fringe caked in Zhoushan crimson blood, the kiss at decimation point a hemolacria of unlistenable futures.
IS RYDER RIPPS A JEW?
The human brain will ignore extinction more intensely the closer it gets. Am I supposed to write some kind of response to Justin Murphy when his brain is so atavistically retarded he thinks we face millennia of stable ‘dev’ time down the line? Same for p much everyone.
BLOOD WEDDING
Blood wedding of zombie-trad-cath-alpha-nihilo-robo-denialist-retard-formalist-extinction-collaborationist-neo-rat-meta-cringe-omni-normal-drone-hermeneutic-traitor-to-the-species-Urbit-normies above 3°C already when the red sky over Zhoushan was still erroneous but inevitable.
EXTINCTION BETRAYAL BONDS CONTINUE
Eventually she took the vaccine without me. She went ahead without me as if life was already over. Like Ismene fucking Creon for fun in the sight of a buried alive Antigone she confirmed that the God she believed in was not. More than that she she didn’t even bother to let me know she’d gone ahead except through an enigmatic signifier she enforced the eating of from afar. She then projected her anger for all this sadness and oppression onto me and watched me eat it up. I became the politicians who made her take the dose and those who took it with her became her friends.
ANTIGONE IS A REAL GIRL
The cruel violet eyes are dry. There are no more tears left. She is hardly more than a shade, drifting through the dark corners of the realms.
URBIT
Angelicism01 does not condone Urbit NYC.2 Everyone b tweakin. Urbit is like the false promise of heaven Lacan said Racine said in Athalie in 1691 is always used to get the virgins into the temple to be massacred.
ANTIGONE’S EYES
I am in love with the cruel dry violet eyes and Zhoushan crimson blood caked hair of Antigone.
Tortured by the certainty of the present and the uncertainty of the future, I pictured redacted starting on a life which she had deliberately chosen to lead apart from me, perhaps for a long time, perhaps for ever.
These are hard self-evidences. This is the deep perjury of life we all now enter in on. The fact is they went ahead and killed the world without me.
SO YOU WANT TO BE ‘NORMAL’
So yeah I get it you just want to be ‘normal’. The whole world feels so threatening right now. More than threatening. Someone explained they couldn’t speak to me because we’re ‘beyond beyond’. Them and I, they meant. We had spoken for 15 hours in 2 days and it felt timeless. But it was after the end. What remained was gone. Now it’s beyond beyond.
But while you speak for you and I, there is another position: there is an ‘I’ that can always pretend to be able to speak for something else. ‘I’ am here to speak for something else. For example a certain ‘today’. This is also the place to reread Jean Anouilh’s French translation of Antigone which is used and adapted in Jean-Luc Godard’s Adieu au langage:
Vous me dégoûtez tous avec votre bonheur. La vie qu’il faut aimer coûte que coûte. Moi je suis là pour autre chose. Je suis là pour vous dire non et pour mourir. Pour vous dire non et pour mourir.
(You all disgust me with your happiness. Life that must be loved at all costs. I am here for something else. I am here to tell you no and to die. To tell you no and to die.)
You want to be normal and part of that normality is you knowing we’re beyond beyond. Because we’re beyond beyond you have to save yourself now and ‘normality’ can be a name for that. If you have to call it ‘God’ as well, then that’s fine, that is what you need to do. Nobody can stop anyone using the word ‘God’ for God.
The world is made up of people who can do this and people who cannot. People who can afford to do it and people who cannot afford to do it. People who have access to beyond beyond and those who don’t. You could say that Antigone was someone whose heart was broken open towards the whole universe in such a way that she could not go back to beyond beyond. She was beyond beyond beyond. And she saw that the world was too.
There is no problem or issue here it’s more of a situation. The situation is that everytime you go ahead and be ‘normal’ an Antigone pays for it. Everytime you confidently predict what the ‘normal’ is and what your right to it involves, an angel of Antigone goes extinct.
HERE IS A GIRL WHO HAS LONG COVID SHE IS CALLED TILLIE
FOR THE FUTURE EXTINCT
The argument for a post-everything ‘normality’ assumes itself as possible, but it is only possible on the back of the whole world dying in your place. As Ismene watches, Antigone is buried alive. As Antigone is buried, Ismene pledges her loyalty too late. As the future extinct scream, you use the name ‘God’ for God.
In this sense, what feels possible never is. There has never been anyone who ignored anything. Such ‘normality’ is always overtaken by a bad conscience that it then has to assuage with more and more spiritual placation.
IRL ANTIGONE ‘TODAY’
8194867 air supply: blood sunset.
‘Today’ is a word that only angelicism01 ought to be allowed to use. It’s the last night in heaven and I’m still in love with you. Near sleep brings me closest to you in the realm. Nearer to you than ever wild blood was. I keep thinking about how much I love you ‘today’ as I fall asleep. Sleep is a sign. Sleep is ana-angelicism. You can come back now, it says. You can come back all the way.
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ily‘t’
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the last night in heaven is ‘today’
now means ‘today’
‘i love you’ means pure kms
means ‘last night in heaven’
means today
pure today
only today
‘today’
not today
today ‘today’ i love you ‘today’
APPENDIX: UPDATE ON MILADY ANGELICISM SINGULARITY
D.I.E. WITH THESE B.I.T.C.H.E.S.
U could say it works through slices of possible futuro-archaeological reference sure but it feels like the same old slingshot. A one-way-boomerang. We are talking about a general aesthetic ideology that we can’t simply stop talking about or stop—that is the ideologization-effect itself.
‘Like vruh, do u see how web3 has failed so they need to have some cultural event w influencers to make up for it.’
So you do have flesh after all